.

Why do we drop our lives to give everything we have to one person, when it turns out that person is just comparing you to someone else? How can we regain anything when we go all with the blind and wait for the other players cards to show? Why is it okay for someone to make you feel so little, while you put that person on a pedestal and praise everything they do or say? Why is it wrong when they say something horrible to get upset and call them on it?

How can that person just leave a conversation in shambles and have absolutly no quams about it? How does one person get enough power over you to take away basic daily functions like eating or sleeping, and drastically change emotions inside you in an instant?

Why don't they feel anything? Is it impossible for them to see the pain that they inflict on others? How do they fall asleep at night knowing that somewhere another someone is hanging on to the last threads of whatever security blanket they threw out? Do we expect too much from other people? Is thinking before you speak too much to ask?

Why is it that the people you care about are the ones that hurt you? Is it because we want so badly for them to feel the same way? Do we hurt them? Do they realise that they hurt us?

Why can't you change people? If I can change the way I act and think for someone else, why can't we convince people of their misjudgments and flaws? Do they not believe that we can see them clearer than anyone, especially when we are the ones that are subject to their manipulation? Is it possible to make someone settle?

Why does it hurt so bad?